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Finally the long awaited CNY Holiday arrive last week..
The long awaited journey back to where i belong… my home…
For this trip, i took Transnational bus service back to AS… very efficient carrier i think… all was planned accordingly and sharp on time…
Bus move at 11pm sharp.. arrive at AS around 5am…
5th Uncle came to fetch me with my little cousin Chong Chun… so glad to see them after so long…
7am, arrive home, got clean up and prepared.. took my motorbike to market to help dad and grandma… 16th Friday was the biggest day at Market because it is the Mega Sale Day at market or else known as "Tong Siau Ye" in mandarin…
Tong Siau Ye means that the market will be open for at least 24 hours…
I help out since 7.30am, gone back to bath and rest around 4pm with mom after sis and dad came back from home… dun have time to really rest well… fortunate to be taking the F1shake and tea… help to sustained me for a long time…
By 5.30pm was back in market, helping to set up the stall by roadside with dad…
6pm, crowd started to come.. everyone start getting busy…
By 11pm, the crowd has gotten less but still coming in waves…
12am, sis and mom gone back home because sis is tired and mom have to work the next day…
2am, start to pack up things with dad… progressing very slowly because we are exhausted from a whole day of work…
5.30am, finally finished everything, lock and secured…
6am, back home, had a bath and sleep straight away…
12pm, woke up by my little cousin who jump on my head… argh.. so painful… feel extreme fatigue for the first time… so tired till i dun really know what i m doing…
forget what i did the whole day…  -.-" he he…
CNY day 1, still tired.. wake up at 12 noon, it was raining heavily outside for the first time in CNY history and i watch tv for a while before i dozed off.. Zz..!
6pm, went to granny house… Had special CNY dinner cooked by Granny.. really superb food… i was unfortunately the last to eat and was forced feed by my grandma to finish everything on the table… which i did… haha… lucky i got a big appetite to eat after tong siau… then gone back to house around 9pm cause the rain is nonstop and house roof is leaking water… my sis is at home because she is not feeling well then… i had to climb up the rooftop to clear the clog that cause the roof leak… really cold up on the roof… the drains and rivers burst banks that night and flooded the lower areas in the neighborhood…
CNY day 2, wake up feeling more energetic having recovered from the fatigued. Sleep till 2pm actually, wake up and watch tv again… Went grandma house for dinner and meet up with all aunties and uncles… 10.30pm, Sherwood called to go out yum cha at a new coffee shop, Chee hong was there… went around 11.50pm and they had to close at 12pm. Went to DJ mamak for next round and was joined by Yi Jian and Soon Yong, Cheong Keat and Kit Wai. Yum Cha till 2am… fetch Kit Wai back…
CNY day 3, din do much the whole day, went out around 4pm for a re-tour of Alor Star… visit Bro Paul’s family… later go back home and had dinner with family… went to Uncle’s house to visit my elder cousin who just came back from Taiwan…
Stayed in my uncle’s house cause i was using the internet… hehe..
CNY day 4, wake up 8am in the morning… feeling great… rushed back home to prepare myself… going to fetch my friends… cause going to visit my high school teacher… sharp at 10 waiting outside Kim Hu house and she din come out so i went to fetch Lee Youth then go back to fetch Kim Hu(funny incident occurred)… then drive to fetch Kim Yen and Mai Pian… went to visit En Yang first… then rendezvous with Chee Hong & Jojo at Billion.. then we went to Puan Lee’s house… Meet up with EZPei, Peng Shee, SuGim, Jia Wen, Jia Xin & his sis at Puan Lee’s house…
Had A Great Time at Puan Lee’s house chit chatting and eating… haha… Around 1pm, we left Puan Lee’s house and went to visit Ching Hoay at 88,Sungai Korok… Chee Hong n JoJo went to fetch Jigglypuff & Sherwood… chit chat for a while and i got chance to play with Ching Hoay piggy tail again… then all of us got trick by Ching Hoay to walk for 100 m under the scorching sun… haha… to visit Chyun Wen… He was unprepared and came out only in his pants.. haha.. all the girls blush… haha… 2.30pm, we went to eat at Simpang Kuala… had ais kacang, dried curry mee, Cai kuih… Then we went to visit Counseling Teacher… when we arrive she was not in, then when we are about to go away she return… we turn a big U turn to go back n visit her.. funny lol… around 3.45, we said farewell and head to our next destination… but i had to drive like crazy to fetch Jojo go back her house because it’s raining n she have to SAVE the laundry.. haha…

DO*…  

FILIAL PIETY must be observed accordingly…
To be LOVE, LOVE thyself, LOVE your enemy and LOVE LIFE…
HUMILITY leads to success, Haughtiness leads to humiliation…
To be RESPECTED, RESPECT LIFE…
To be POWERFUL, learn to be powerless and be RESPONSIBLE…
ART OF PEACE is the most powerful art of all…
AGGRESSION as the last resort to conflict…
Always try to FORGIVE AND FORGET…
CHIVALRY and BUSHIDO must be observed all the time…
A PROMISE is always a promise…
NEVER LIE to anyone…
PROTECT the weak and oppress none…
To achieved your goals, COMMITMENT has to be committed…
A small favor to some may meant a lot to others, be CHARITABLE…
TRUST in your own ability…
Set your LIMITATIONS at NO LIMIT…
Dare to be DIFFERENT…
To be the BEST, THINK like one, and ACT like one…
Believe in the circle of life, believe in KARMA…
Seek to fill your SPIRITUALITY before seeking MATERIALITY…

Dreams always remain a dream unless u make it a goal…
Make your goals a SMART goal…
S… Specific
M…Measurable
A…As Now   
R…Realistic
T…Time
A
goal has to be specific, measurable by any means, set according to your
condition as of now, realistic and not fantasy and a time period to
achieved…

…of Love and Respect…
Respect is the most important thing a person can get from people he doesn’t know…
Love is the most important thing a person can get from people he knows…

…of Meaningful Words…
Passion means we follow our heart…
Heart means we follow our instinct…
Instinct means we follow our feelings…
Feelings means we are to Love…
Love means we need to sacrifice…
Sacrifices means we have chosen our own personality…
Personality shows the our true character…
Character means we trust who we are…
Trust means never give up hope…
Hope means we will never be LOST…

When we are LOST, never lose HOPE…

NEVER GIVE UP NEVER GIVE IN…!

NO LIMIT AS LIMIT…!

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST…!

BROTHERS IN ARMS BROTHERS FOREVER…!

LOVE MEANS TO GIVE WITHOUT EXPECTATIONS…!

This is my first of MY DO of LIFE…

…THANKS FOR READING…
…DOMO ARIGATO GOZAIMATSU…
…XIE XIE YUE DU…
…TERIMA KASIH…
…KAMSA HAMNIDA…

* Do is in Japanese. Translation in English means WAY…

Jan 18th… i sleep since 7pm and wake up at 12am.. now is 1245am.. nothing much to do cause i wake up and hungry now.. want to sleep again cause dun wan to be late for class again… eating a peanut butter sandwich now.. hehe..

A week ago, 1 of my lecturer ask us to write in a piece of paper, a testimonial of 2 ppl whom we either like or hate…i just write accordingly.. and well according to what i had observed and feel… i dun wan to offend ppl but i just write what i feel… and i am very sorry if i offended the 2 ppl i wrote…

Surprisingly, i got 2 testimonials.. and from what i read, probably its a girl handwriting and opinion but i am not sure… very interesting comment i got…

THANKS to whoever that write it cause i dun expect any… and now at least i got to know myself a little better…

Thanks to my lecturer, i got an idea so i wrote this blog down…
I want my friends to help me improve myself…

To U… Readers, plz drop me a comment on what u think and feel about me as a person, a fren or an enemy… i dun mind if u want to shoot me or critic me badly.. just do it… i appreciate and is open to any comments U want to drop.. dun worry, i wont be angry*… i am shall be grateful and thanks ur effort…

READERS OF THIS BLOG…
DROP ME A COMMENT ON HOW U FEEL I AM… THANKS!!!

*there will be no retaliation, no burst of anger, nor confrontation, no hatred.. just appreciation… Thanks

… Swoosh… time pass as fast as it is and New Year it is today… year 2006 had come to an end in a blink and I still hold dear memories of years before… Let get down seeing what I had achieved in my first year away from home… 3 Jan 2006, arrived in KL with parents for registering myself to KBU… And class start ASAP… plus orientation… got to know Marcus Tan, my first fren in coll… Very cool guy… 4 Jan, meet all my classmates for the first time… Adam is my first classmate to intro… my little humble class starts with me, Siok Ling, Cindy, Adam, Joey, Wan Ning, Sun Yee, Sam, Ming Gao, Azizah, Asakinah, Jah Wey, Mei Yan and a few unknown… Asakinah would change to A levels and Sam change to TARC… 12 Jan, an unhappy incident that is gonna haunt me forever… 15 Jan, interview as SC member and got under probation… second time meeting sensei… Feb… Got into the modeling industry by registering with an agent… Get to know sensei really well, got pulled into the Prom 2006 performance… Get to know Suet Lynn, my first ever dance partner… All month round training for prom… Chinese New Year was just not so good because I lost my grandma December 27 2005… March… Still training all the time… so busy… 31st, Prom Night is on… Had too much food… did catwalk for Hush Puppies… SL my modeling partner… dances formally with a partner… Started martial art class for the first time in my life under guidance of Sensei Ron… April, 1st morning went to coffee bean for drinks after getting rejected into a club… too young… Exam of first SEM… Got a week holidays… yeah… Didn’t do much just hanging round Sanjay’s room all day long… May, Sem 2 starts… Busy again… Training for TFO started… Help a little for orientation… The modeling club shrink to a small size of 8 ppl.. then Sok Teng and Seline joined… Got to know Christine and Gordon… gang or Ron… Jun, Training for TFO gets tougher under Christine guidance… learn so many things… modeling club got 10 ppl d… small but close… me, Crystal, Sanjay, Rizal, Sharon, Sok Yee, Sok Teng, Elaine, Celine and Jacinta… all become very close friends.. Admire all of them… I play a prank up my juniors and classmates in class so badly that I was the most hated figure in SEM 2… I overdid my actual intention… so sorry to everybody… feel so bad inside that I can’t really expressed it out… Almost had a depression… luckily I was doing dancing so much at that time I am happy all the time… July, Trance-it night at KBU, music night that wasn’t much of a thing because the crowd is so afraid to dance… Went out yum cha with the whole gang after that… 22nd, went for the MAPCU athletics. Ran in the 400m, 800m and 1500m, Miss Mheng leader… So tired that day… August, Training for TFO become more serious… intensive training actually… 9th, TFO was held for the first time in Malaysia at KBU… first concept event of its kind in Malaysia… Only 2 coll are competing as the other coll drop out or are too late to join… Rizal won the best male model; KBU team won best performance and KDU consolation through Best Female model… 13th, Sensei left after graduation… miss him loads… all the trainings and teachings… September, Just a normal month where I did nothing much, just go to class and study and rehearsal for Mid Autumn Festival… Aikido Club officially establishes at KBU, I join with Nigel and Rizal… October, 4th, Mid Autumn Festival held at KBU… Choreograph my own performance for the first time… Credits to Todor who help a lot, Adam, Nigel, Gordon and Raymond who gives a lot of ideas… My Crews are Todor the Assassin, Raymond the King and me as the Samurai… so nervous that day that I cant eat nor rest till the show is all over… the performance was a quick one and is over in 2 minutes… whew… so fast… November, Just a month of busyness as we had to prepare for Christmas Carnival and I got exams on the 25th… 25th- 28th, Exams… I forgot the entire finance note I read… December, 13th, started the business… gone to the STS and learn so much… 20th, started the consumption… 22nd, migraine is lost and sleeps much better… 23rd, Christmas Carnival held at KBU… not much ppl came actually and it was just a small event execute badly… but so happy to be able to help the orphans from Little Lambs have fun… 31st, did nothing much except playing games… That’s the entire summary for 2006… Let’s hope 2007 will be better…

… as the clock turns to 0000 or 12pm.. it means that i have officially been using Herbalife for 1 week… consumption is compulsory at least once a day for myself as i wanted to see the results..

The conclusion till today is…

I have completely lost my migraine, dun feel tired all the time anymore, can play football without tiring as quickly as usual, sleep and wake up better now…

and the most surprising thing is that i have lost 1.5cm off my waist, gain 1 cm on my chest, lost 2 cm on my hips and i have gain muscles and strength in my leg and my core… incredible..

never thought that i could have lost cm’s off my small waist… fantastic…

thinks thats the result i felt till now… lets c how things go by next week…

This is a true story… told by a close friend of mine.. a bro and my best pal..
It is all about him.. his side of story… a great tragedy…

My Tribute to Him.. d real WalkinFlames*…

..It all started to happened 9 years ago if i am not wrong…
When I and him was in Primary school year 3.. at a tender age of 9… my fren Flames was a young, active and smart kid … he is very good in football as i am and we are the so called Best football players in school that time… fond memories of how we played so well in each match scoring not less that 3 goals every time…

…1 day in february or march in year 3, Flames was introduced to Yuriko*, a gal in our same class whom he didn’t noticed b4… Yuriko is not cute or pretty like other gals and she is always shy to talk to other people. Some of my friends even considered her ugly.. Me and my other buddies like to teased her with names like fat gal and etc because of her name so she will chase us and try to beat us… but somehow and somewhere, Flames stop to teased her after a few times because he has this kinda weird feeling that he has never felt before.. it was special to him because he never felt like that before … it was love at first sight in my opinion… but at the young age of 9, we dun expect to feel like that or fall in lovewith someone so he just keep his feelings to himself… he didn’t tell anyone else not even me, his best pal at that time… he kept the feelings a secret.. after that first meeting, anytime or anywhere when Flames caught sight of Yuriko even just a glimpse he get this feelings… heart beats increase and an intense feeling which he never thought it was love at that time… he assume that he is sick.. and ya he is sick with love… everyday Flames dream about Yuriko and thinks about her all d time.. but as Flames come from a typical strict Chinese family, he has to put other priorities like study and family over his feelings… He wanted to be a successful student so he can show to Yuriko he is smart and worthy of her attention. .. As a result, he concentrate on his studies and just keep his feelings inside.. Year 3 and 4 pass in a blink and then Flames handwork paid off. He was promoted to the first class in Primary year 5 and he had to go to different classes from me and Yuriko. His feelings for her also started to grow deeper each moment of the day… He was so unhappy at that time because he wanted to be in the same class as she is…  as a result his studies dropped and he was always punished by the first class teachers for all the mistake a student will make try to avoid like late hand up of homework, fail in test and cant complete projects in time… Flames was dislike by most of the first class teachers because they think he was lucky to get into first class and that he is a stupid and lazy kid but the fact is, he is a very smart and diligent feller.. only that he was suffering love sickness and depression from missing Yuriko… that year was not a very good year for Flames…  As soon as the examination results was out, Flames’s mom is unhappy bout his result and make him fell guilty that he put in his mind that he needs to concentrate on his study first, forget bout Yuriko and later after all the schooling days ask her out on a date. So Flames try to like another girl in First class name SimWin. SimWin is a very cute girl as i had seen her before and she is smart too. Flames focus on forgetting Yuriko and to liked SimWin so he can study. But the more he tried to forget Yuriko the more he thinks bout her and in the end he forgot about SimWin instead of Yuriko… As Flames studied really hard, his result went up so dramatically, surprising the teachers that they praise him for changing his attitude… Flames was happy as he didn’t let anyone down… except his feelings that had been suppressed so much and so long… Then Year 6 come when every1 has to study for UPSR.. As usual Flames concentrate on his studies and din have time to care much bout other things.. we rarely went out for sports that year… and time passes so fast that it was all over in a glimpse… blink.. and everyone graduated… and Flames tried desperately to find Yuriko then but she has stopped coming to school after d exams.. He was so devastated as he plan to tell her about his feelings after d UPSR exams…

..So primary school was over and High school here we come…  Flames enrolled in SMKSM same with Me and some of our old buddies.. we form the Band of Brothers that year with the motto "Brother’s in Arms, Brothers Forever"".. everyone is so happy and exited about starting form 1 in High school.  Then out of the blue on the first day, while we are in class registering our names and paying school fees, Yuriko just come into our class with her mom and registered. For the first time i saw Flames eyes so concentrated on a person and at lunch break he was so happy and more exited than anyone else that my bros(frens) all say he is crazy… I was also pleased to say that Yuriko had turned from an ugly duckling to a beautifull white swan.. she looks great and is more beautiful than any1 else and became one of the school flowers… Every guy in school know her name and had a crush on her… except me of course.. he he.. but in high school, the pressure to succeed is even higher that in primary school… every1 is so busy studying that days just swooped by and as soon as we stop to rest, we are already in form 3 studying for PMR… for the three years, Flames result are so superb… he was one of the top student in our school that almost every teacher and school mates know him… Flames was not only doing superbly in his exam but also in Sports where he got all the best athlete award year after year. His prowess is sports are legendary to all the juniors and the seniors all respected him. He was such an influential figure around the school. I guess he was having d best moment studying in the same class as Yuriko and seeing her everyday.. He started to be close friends with Yuriko and he was really happy bout being so close to her.. PMR results came out and Flames got a superb number of A’s and he was one of the top PMR students in our school…  Flames told me that he was as if living in heaven when Yuriko congratulated him… Well, it is pretty obvious that Flames is in love to me then… yet he didn’t tell her about his feelings yet… so time pass by again and into Form4 we go. Flames was happy as he and Yuriko is in the same class.. but then Yuriko makes d decision to change class and Flames didn’t know bout that and boom…. it was such a big blow to him that his result go down steeply and every1 was shocked especially Flame’s parents and teachers and me… In misery again Flames pass the year and when form 5 come, Flames opted to change class so he can be in the same class with Yuriko… so out of my class he went to Yuriko’s class… Well, as magical as love is, Flames result shoot up again this time and he became one of the top student again… He surprised me with such a huge leap in his results… guess its the power of Love…

..then tragedy struck…. Flame’s buddy Jet in his class went after Yuriko so she could become his girlfriend and Flames was split into 2 part because he and Jet are really closed friends and he loves Yuriko… that time was in the middle of SPM trial exam… Yuriko ask Flames help to settle the matter and he gladly did…. Later, it was made known to Flames that Yuriko had a boyfriend…  the boyfriend news was a big bomb plus the way his pal going after his love without sincerity made Flames feel really bad and depressed that during the real exam, he almost flunk his papers.. then Flames had to remember to keep his studies priorities first… Flames was so devastated at that time… he was hurt really bad and deeply in his heart that he feels intense chest pain every time he thinks bout Yuriko… he cant sleep or eat well and can never forget himself for not grabbing the chance to tell Yuriko his feelings.. that was just last year and as a close pal i felt what he did…

Flames doesn’t know what to do.. so he planned his road during his holidays and came to KL to study in some coll… i rarely heard from him and the last time i saw him he was still feeling so hurt, sad and depressed… I’ve never seen him in such a pathetic condition before and he told me his side of story then about his love for Yuriko…Even though it is a one way love, i salute him for having a patience to love someone for a long 9 years… i think its a tragedy for him and i decided to write this down as a tribute to him as he… had just pass away recently……

A tragic loss to people who believe in LOVE… i can only believe and wish all to believe….

MY tribute to a loss pal, best buddy and beloved brother…

His Last Word to me is..

"To love someone is really difficult, but to be loved is a blessing…"

…and from what i have seen about Love…

"To LOVE doesn’t mean just to receive, to LOVE is the sincerity to give without expecting anything"
That is True Love…

I hope that anyone who had read this would drop a comment as a tribute to Flames and for LOVE…

Wish everyone could find their true Love…

*names change to protect the peoples identity..

Today is the first day i try d products…
I basically put my health and body on the line by consuming the products totally without other food i normally eat… cause i bankrupt d…

Plz dun be mislead..  d products are actually food.

D effect…
B4 this…
Always feel sleepy..
Very tired..
No Energy…

Today..
Feels Great..
Smiles so much till my mouth aching..
My migraine which i had for the past 2 weeks is gone… REALLY…
D Shake taste really great.. Love it..
D Tea is Superb.. Cant stop drinking it…

End Result…
I am Still ALIVE n i feel much more energetic now… Yup… I LOVE HERBALIFE…
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       On Thursday, i joined my buddies at the field and played a match against the staff and Bruneians team… we loss 6-2… but at least we score some goals…

I am really happy because i score my third goal in all matches and another assist which takes my goal tally to 3 goals 5 assists in 6 officially counted matches… really great time i am having… this third goal is my best remembered goal because it was a one chance shot… i pounce on a mistake back pass and scored the goal with my left foot.. a superb achievements considering my left is weak…  it is only the first time i score in a counted match with my left foot… really happy… but the lack of midfield control and weak defense causes our team to lose the momentum of the game as we are quickly outwitted by the staff team with 6 goals… the staff are really good..

Well, i hope when i am fully fit i may score more goals next time…

Barcelona 0-1 Chelsea

Well well well…

The match that is the centre of attention.

But what a dissappointment…

Barcelona is not playing their normal game of style n passion N Chelsea playing a normal game.

Not the very best of games…

Lets hope Barcelona wont dissapoint when they play at NOU Camp.

Viva Catalans! Viva Barcelona!